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Wednesday, 18 September 2013

I am Confused

I AM CONFUSED.... I guess we all are however I should refrain from making such judgements; when i try to evaluate myself and what I want morally and emotionally from my surrounding I AM CONFUSED to say the least. I as a resident of this planet dare to make a judgement on myself.

I as an individual have forgot to differentiate between what is a necessity and what is luxury to start with.
I don't know what brings in real happiness watching pursuit of happiness or following the message it tries to give. I have forgot the meaning of career is it to earn money or to earn respect or to earn position or to be creative or to be the one who brings in change. In a nutshell as a commoner don't know what i am doing and why i am doing whatever i am doing. The more i think about these thing the more i start believing that our so called democratic government, open global markets want me to be like this to stay puzzled because as long a I stay puzzled i continue to make choices that they want.

It's a vicious circle i am trying to make an account of my own life and how i choose what I choose

Having enough to have a nutritious meal is a necessity. Improving its quality and its reach to every person should be equally important. However how many times do we drink [is that a necessity] the so called intellectuals. Do we ever think that instead of drinking we can serve it to a hungry poor. At least I do not I confess. My choices are here to have great food with friends and people i either like being with or I think I should have with as it is also a way to create a good relation and networking. Sorry but i find this true with most of the people I know.

Having enough to buy yourself a decent clean and durable dress is a necessity. It keeps you protected from the environment. However when I buy do i think of this necessity at making my choice or something else. I never think of the uncountable number of people who do not have a single set of dress and somehow cover themselves with whatever dirty and ugly things they find. Might be others do however I do not I confess.

Having a shelter I believe is a important thing in today's world not only does it protect you in changing climatic conditions it also kind of [ i don't believe in this but this is what i hear] provides you with financial and social security. Hence people who have money tend to buy more houses as many almost as they can you cant blame them as this a way for so called financial security in today's world. After all there is no end to financial and social security it's up to each individual to define for themselves at what point they feel secure.

As time has gone by these above 3 so called basic needs for a good life of human being still remain the same however the amount or magnitude in which people tend to posses them and keep it with themselves has increased manifolds.

Also with changing time there is a whole list of new stuff that has become a necessity for the urban population at least I think so

Having a phone might be a necessity smart phones??
Having something to commute from one place to other might be a necessity luxury cars??

I started writing because I felt I was confused and now almost at the end of it I still am confused. I understand that me being and staying confused is what the so called democratic establishment of ours wants us to be. If we are not confused it affects directly their profitability.
The fun part is those who realize that this state of being confused is the main reason why there is such a huge class difference between rich and poor very soon make the jump from poor to rich but after reaching there they never look back at trying to remove this confusion.

I don't know whether I am still confused or If I have it all figured out but at-least I am giving it a shot

Saturday, 31 August 2013

Lumia 620

Recently I bought a Lumia 620 from Nokia Inc. the every day dying mobile handset manufacturer.
As a user my sole purpose was to have a smart phone which is going to be fun using, grab me some nice pics and give me a nice music quality. If above is your purpose too Lumia 620 is a nice choice.

To be honest this handset did an awesome job on all these fronts once you get used to its interface and navigation you love it.
The tiles are beauty I loved the interface once I got used to it.
The image quality is best in the class and the sound quality is above average.

The handset is responsive at most of the times and gives a very good and classy feel. Also now Lumia Store has become so much more better that you almost have all the applications you need and want to have fin with up there. Obviously it can't compete with the android app store but if using apps is the sole purpose you should not go for this phone for everything else this is a nice gadget to have and flaunt.


Friday, 30 August 2013

Peaceful Friday

Wow, Today was a great day after I don't know when at office.
Great because it was very serene and simple. No hustles just one meeting in the complete day.
More than just being a relaxed day it was great in so many other ways.
My job is great and it makes me think everyday face challenges and overcome them but for today.
Today it was relaxed and hence it allowed me to be thoughtful.

The day by no means was idle it was a day of retrospection.
A day where you are able to sit back and see at your own work done over the past so many days thoughtfully and honestly self evaluate them and this is something which is very important and I needed for long.

Again its up to the individual how to utilise such a day. You don't have to keep getting hit by hammer at times its nice to be the audience to your own movie and admire it. Instills the self pride aspect into your work. We always speak that one should take pride in his work and this was a day where I could sit back and watch what I have done and feel that feeling.

What I learnt from today is definitely going to help in future.
I definitely feel there should be a day like this at least once very month if not fortnightly.




Tuesday, 27 August 2013

Tonight

Its really crazy we I spend so much night on my pc and end up doing nothing. Its been a while since I wrote and to be honest its the first time I am writing using a digital ink.

However, as has always been the case with me we feel at any point of day or night i always feel i have something to share.

I hope if I am blogging at 0600 hours I am either out of my mind or I am still trying to figure out a way to get the book for Machine Learning at a rate much cheaper than what is there quoted.
Funny aint how with the internet at your disposal you always kind of feel that you can find a way out to find the lucky deal for your self.


Well i havn't got lucky yet :)

Cheers!